domingo, junho 26

Day 60.

I looked everywhere for you. Hundreds and hundreds of faces, some known, some unknown, but never you. And you were the only person I wanted to see, that I expected to see. I know how it sounds: one person in thousands. Really unlikely, right? I have seen more unlikely things happen. Things I didn't ask, things I didn't want them to happen and yet, they did. So why didn't you do this? Why are you so unfair to me? Is it so hard to...? Or his presence was just temporary, brief... supposed to be forgotten? Well, I got news for you, I didn't forget. And I'm not planning to. I still remember everything, and when I say "everything", I mean everything. It hurts my soul to even... but I do it anyway. I don't know why, I just want to. I can't handle you not being here, I haven't got used to the idea that... So, instead of letting go, I keep remember, hoping... Believing.
Am I crazy?
I'm falling to pieces...

3 comentários:

  1. I don't think you're crazy, I think you want to believe there's something else. I guess it isn't wrong. But you come first: and 60 days are too much.

  2. so, so good *.*

  3. sim, por um lado será bom com certeza. obrigada eu (: