Time heals almost anything, not everything. Time may allow you to forgive someone (or at least, make you think you did), but that doesn't mean it makes you forget about things, and it sure doesn't heal all your wounds. Not when they are toodeep, too spiked in you. It's like scars, they are a part of you. You learn to live with them and sometimes you don't even remember they are there, because they don't hurt and they tend to disguise. But they are there... and they will always bethere, no matter what you do. It doesn't matter how manyapologizes you get, how mucheffort people make for you. Not, when you know in your heart that something is notright. Because it really exists something called "too late". And that means the door has already closed. Too many chances were given, too many damages were done and too many non-listened words. There's just nothing leftto say because it has all been said.
And suddenly you realize: maybe you didn't forgive. Maybe you are unable to forgive, because it's something unforgivable. So don't force yourself to do something that is out of your league. It's not your place. It's not my place. Not anymore.